missin' you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you...

Survey- HELPPP ME!

Hey people, I need help for my survey. It's meant for my assignment.
Pls help me fill it up by today. Thanks in advance! :D

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/PB9P7Q7 
Kidney Dialysis Foundation Survey

Have a nice day!
 

I just held it in...

But, I never told you

what I should've said,

no, I never told you, 

I just held it in...

I hate it when it happens. 

Tried a lot times not to be bothered by it, 

but if its smacked right in front of my face,

I can't help it, but to only feel extremely bitter deep inside.

It's just like swallowing a bowl of bittergourds :(

*sigh~ Can someone tell me what to do with it? 

I feel so exhausted from it. Never thought it could possibly be this hard.

Looks like the 'give&take' concept isnt as simple as it seems to be... 

I'm not very good at that, please bear with me a lil longer. 

I hope u'll do the same too. 

If not, I dont see a point in continuing it.

the heck care attitude has to go down soon. 

make me feel appreciated, and taken seriously. 

That's all I'm asking for, is that too much to ask for?

Suck it up!

It's been a long long time. Apr & May were really hectic months.
Just started degree last month, first 2subs were Advertising and Public Relations.
And, this Sat would be my PR exam & assignment submission day.
Can't wait for June 5th, having break for the entire JUNE. woohoossss :D

Well, anyways, lately I've been feeling ajklkdszknfhasd!
Yes, whads that I'm referring to?
Only a few would understand it, because they know whad's going on in my life now.
and, they are the ones I trust and could depend on.

Actually, nothing serious is going on, so no worries to the rest.
I'm fine here, just trying to suck it up and keep it going strong.
Life is all about learning experience, thats whad I've been tellin myself lately.
Do not give up and STAY STRONG EVON!
U'll be able to overcome it someday, its just a matter of time.

I wonder how long more I'll be able to suck it up and ya, only god knows the answer to it.
It's tiring. My friends asked me to think it over, whether if all these are worth it.
There's a limit to everything, esp patience.
So, till then.
I'm feeling so drained out.

All I need is just a shoulder to lean on to at the end of the day.
Alrights, shall get back to my assignment.
Its Tuesday now, Good Morning people!

and, HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY Ashveen. :D

You make me smile like the sun!

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like a bird

DIzzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like a gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me SMILE! 

@Ritz-Carlton

Ion Orchard *threesome!* ;)

the ones who never fail to trigger the loudlaughing mode in me =D

@ The Cafe Cartel, Marina Square

@Hooters, Clarke Quay

@ Sentosa baybehhh!

happy threemonthsary! <3

dumbfuck?

dumbfuck. dumbfuck. dumbfuck!!!
yes, I'm just gonna rant for the next 10mins here.

I've been telling ppl ard me,
how much I miss subang, the carefree lifestyle, with my lil car.
Free to go anywhere, to do anything, at any hour of the day.
It is awesome, but u'll get bored of it eventually.
because too much of freedom isnt a good thing, u'll tend to run out of things to do ltr on.

Looking back at it now,
I wondered why I decided to go for Sg.
like seriously, its a whole new shit to adapt to, and it sucks,
because I dislike trying out new stuff, thats just me.

But, now I'm stucked here, so I guess I'll just have to live with it.
Hopefully things will take a turn for the better, which is smtg that I NEED NOW!
God, u totally have no idea how life is like here, as compared to subang/malacca.

If its subang, there's no such thing as CURFEW!!!
and, when there's no curfew, I can skip home or driving bac at like 5am.
I totally miss that life without curfew, but then it can be rather lonesome at times too.
U see, there's no such word called 'perfect' in life.

That was one of the reason why I left Taylor's too.
I missed home,
and I felt that I've missed out so much while I was too busy having the time of my life in subang.

Now in Singapore, its all back to square one, a life with curfew & extra limitations.
I get it that parents are normally worried abt their children, and they often wants the best for us.
My parents are abit over-protective, I dont blame them for that.
Prolly cause all they know abt the world out there is through a squarish box, called the TV.
They have never actually went out there and see it with their own eyes.
Media often exaggerates and thats a bad thing for me.
because my parents will believe whatever the news tell em,
and then they will get worried over nothing.
*sighs* yes, i've been sighing for the past 2hrs.

I've been thinking a lot lately.
well, I've nothing else better to do, yupp.
If my parents could just be supportive and believe in me,
they shud actually let me go, to experience diff things in life, out of my comfort zone.
But then again, as parents, its never easy for them to not worry abt their children.

ok. I've said enough.
ohh gawd, I need some social life here, where have u been to...?
thank god i'm still surviving here.

good night. have an awesome weekend!
Make plans, don't stick ur friggin asses on the couch, like me.
tadaa!

effyouseekay!

This is oh-so-depressing like eff you see kay!!! :(
I have very itchy fingers, that always click on the wrong shits like UPDATES!
gaah~ Now i cant play my zombiefarm cause I went to click update and its not loading!
I need proper wi-fi now, sheaaaaat!

How long do I have to wait for the loading to end?
fuck fuck fuck!
whoopsey, im sorry for the vulgarities!

ok.bye. have a pleasant sunday.

thepeopleinmylife

hello. its Thursday, weekend's cmin soon!but, it doesnt make any diff to me.
This is because I'm on holiday now :D
prolly till July? till my degree starts, yupp.

Here's a few pics of my cny 2010. 

I miss the people in it and the fun we had. 

well, cny was awesome,
apart from losing myr150 at gambling. :/

but, its worth it kan? hahahaaa...

This was at Mei Yi's place.
L-R: Tp-amanda-meiyi-caryn-sh

KAREN darling!

Thanks for the 2nights sleeping tgt.
teehee* :D

Sorry if I was a bad host, hun.

HamChiLim - Janganlah selalu emo. :)

This was at Leslie's place, with Ivy.

tsk tsk tsk ~ boys nowadays...

They are prolly the funniest-mostnonsensical friends u would wish for ;)

Never fail to make my day whenever we'r out tgt.

'Just Dance' was awesome, but tiring, yes.

all the sweats...

l-r: audrey-boyfie-nicholasong

No plans for today, gaah~

anyone?

anawesomesaturdaywithcynthia

new love = the zara denim

Yesterday was just awesome! :)

I had a good dream last night! LOLs!!!

I just had to share it with yall, nth special tho.

I dreamt that I was havin KFC to myself, omgggg!
fingerlickingoodshit!

Okays, back to ysday...

At first I thought I was gon spend my saturday

rotting at home with bejelewed.

The orangey girl in the pic is Cynthia.

We were just talking abt meeting up few days back.
and, ya so I msg-ed her in fb at ard 1smtg.
So, we decided - 1630 at Orchard!

She made my life so much easier by giving opinions
regarding whad looks btr on me.

For instance, like Havaianas flip flop,
I couldnt decide which colour to get.
and the nearest to black is the charcoal greyish one.
its S$39 (affordable la) then u x2.45 = screwed much?hell yeah,
I just splurged rm100 on a common-looking sandal.
its nice BUT, common, sheatt! :'(
sudahlar my red longchamp so common here,
now its the sandal gaah~...

After Havaianas, I had cravings for mochafrap, lols-
So, we went to Starbucks at Wisma :)
Instead of mochafrap, i got Javachip grande without whipped cream.
We did so much catch-up talks.
It was really good, havent done that for quite sometime.
and, we knew each other back in 2005, thats like 5yrs now.
I'm so glad that we'r keepin in touch noww :D

Cynthia, we shud meet up often aightees?

At about late 10-ish, left somerset and went to meet the boyfie.
Then, reached home ard 1am.
Stephanie k7 caught me by surprise through msn.
we havent talked for quite sometime, cause of a silly incident.
but i hope things will revert back to normalcy or for the better!
yupp, good friends are worth keeping, so truee!!

That was Famous Amos cookies frm karen darling! thanks hun!
aighteees, thats all for now.
If it stops raining, we'll be able to fly kiteeeee!!!
will be out in awhile more, still waiting for the boyfie tho.Have a relaxing Sunday people!

-xoxo-

valentines '10

After sucha long time, i guess its time for me to update.

someone's been asking me why no updates, u know who u are.

simply because, im lazy to update... :\

anyhoo, here it is.

Valentines '10
The one wrapped in red was his,
got him a Givenchy cologne frm Sephora. :D
smells good, really!

thanks love! :)))

till here for now.

MMR paper this Friday, dangg~

needa start revising - good nights!!

when its least expected, it just happens!

Sometimes love can come and pass you by

While your busy making plans
Suddenly hit you and then you realize
It's out of your hands, baby you got to understand...

till then...

Good day people! :)

Its 3.33pm now, and im supposed to be out ltr at 4smtg.

Anyhoo, I'll be doing some layout changes and filtering the prev posts.
I would like to think that I'm a very much diff person now,
for the better, that goes without saying.
Is that considered as the New Year resolution thing? :O

As of now, I can't wait to be back at Malacca.
havent been back for a month long.
I'll be back this cny, on the 13th morning bus.

So yeah, for a week long. :))
I've so much in mind - to do, to eat!!!
I've so much catchups to do with girlfriends. can't wait!

till then,
-xoxo-

242nd: Attached? :D hell yeah!!

0830 - 25th Jan 2010, Monday

GOOD MORNING people!
I don't normally geddup this early,
knowing that my class only starts @ 3.30pm.
But, my sis woke me up, to open a small bottle thing. :/ gahh!*
Now, I cant go bac to sleep.

Anyhoo, I think Fb's really erm ... WOW!
I mean, it spreads news prolly a million times faster
than other mediums available out there.
ahahahaa...
I'm sure those who have my Fb, knows whad I'm referring to. ;)

If not, to those who've not known/heard abt it yet,
I'm attached now! is that good news to u??

I just checked my fb,
and, as of now, there are 8 friends liking it & 7 HAPPY comments
on the changed relationship status.
We updated it at 1am (last night/this morning), lols!
I was laughing when I looked thru the notifications. ahahahaa...

Oh, I went to Sentosa last Friday, after the Journalism paper.
The paper sux :'( cause, Journalism is so not my thing.
so yeah, that explains why it sux.

I love the beaches there!
and, sunset is a really beautiful thing to watch by the seaside. :D

We went to the Underwater World - S$ 22.90 per head.
Well, initially, we didnt want to go,
thinking that it'd be a waste of $$$ to just see fishes!
But, I think the 3 pink dolphins & 2 *obscene* seals show was the best.

We also went to the "Songs of the Sea" - S$ 10 per head.
It was awesome, fantastic!
Anyone who's new to Sentosa, shud really check out the show!
It's definitely worth spending ur bucks for, trust me on this!

This is prolly my best weekend ever, like really the BEST of the best!!
ahahahaa...
After Sentosa, we went for dinner, then to Ice-Cold-Beer @ Cuppage.

On Sat, left home at 7pm, went to Marina Square Mall for dinner.
Then, walked over to Esplanade.
Sat down and listened to live bands @ Waterfront area.
It was really relaxing, and fun. Soul Excess, the 2nd band of the night, a good local one.
Then, we took a bus to Clarke Quay. Met up with his friends @ Studio 6.
Then again, took a cab to S Club.

After that, took a cab again to this sleazy place, called 'NANA'.
Its a thai disco, yupp! Don't gimme the face, he wanted me to check that place out.
Supposed to be an eye-opening thing, like culture shock, but we only got there at abt 3smtg.
Left the place at 6am, took a bus home. Slept at 8am, got up at 2pm.

Sunday - Went for "The Blind Side" @ Lido, Shaw Hse.

owhkays, I think I'll try to get bac to sleep. *yawns*
So, till then!

Have a great week ahead, darlings.
-xoxo-

241st: Journalism paper in 9hrs.

24 days to CNY & Valentines,
9hrs to Journalism paper. =/

gaah~

I'm supposed to be finishin my 2000wrds essay / read my notes,
but procrastination's the biggest bitch. I've said that for too many times today.
Here I am sharing a few nice quotes with yall...

(a) "A dog doesn't care if u'r rich/poor, educated/illiterate, clever/dull.
Give him ur heart and he'll give u his."

(b) "Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile!"

(c) "Yes, behind every good man is a woman rolling her eyes, folks." LOLS!

(d) "Love is like an onion, and u peel away layer after stinky layer
until u're just weeping over the sink."

(e) "Life may be a dull story with little to unveil. Love makes it into a fascinating fairytale!"

240th: 08.01.10

"I would have given you all of my heart

But there's someone who's torn it apart

And he's taken just all that I had

But if you want I'll try to love again

Baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest... "