I just held it in...

But, I never told you

what I should've said,

no, I never told you, 

I just held it in...

I hate it when it happens. 

Tried a lot times not to be bothered by it, 

but if its smacked right in front of my face,

I can't help it, but to only feel extremely bitter deep inside.

It's just like swallowing a bowl of bittergourds :(

*sigh~ Can someone tell me what to do with it? 

I feel so exhausted from it. Never thought it could possibly be this hard.

Looks like the 'give&take' concept isnt as simple as it seems to be... 

I'm not very good at that, please bear with me a lil longer. 

I hope u'll do the same too. 

If not, I dont see a point in continuing it.

the heck care attitude has to go down soon. 

make me feel appreciated, and taken seriously. 

That's all I'm asking for, is that too much to ask for?