dumbfuck?

dumbfuck. dumbfuck. dumbfuck!!!
yes, I'm just gonna rant for the next 10mins here.

I've been telling ppl ard me,
how much I miss subang, the carefree lifestyle, with my lil car.
Free to go anywhere, to do anything, at any hour of the day.
It is awesome, but u'll get bored of it eventually.
because too much of freedom isnt a good thing, u'll tend to run out of things to do ltr on.

Looking back at it now,
I wondered why I decided to go for Sg.
like seriously, its a whole new shit to adapt to, and it sucks,
because I dislike trying out new stuff, thats just me.

But, now I'm stucked here, so I guess I'll just have to live with it.
Hopefully things will take a turn for the better, which is smtg that I NEED NOW!
God, u totally have no idea how life is like here, as compared to subang/malacca.

If its subang, there's no such thing as CURFEW!!!
and, when there's no curfew, I can skip home or driving bac at like 5am.
I totally miss that life without curfew, but then it can be rather lonesome at times too.
U see, there's no such word called 'perfect' in life.

That was one of the reason why I left Taylor's too.
I missed home,
and I felt that I've missed out so much while I was too busy having the time of my life in subang.

Now in Singapore, its all back to square one, a life with curfew & extra limitations.
I get it that parents are normally worried abt their children, and they often wants the best for us.
My parents are abit over-protective, I dont blame them for that.
Prolly cause all they know abt the world out there is through a squarish box, called the TV.
They have never actually went out there and see it with their own eyes.
Media often exaggerates and thats a bad thing for me.
because my parents will believe whatever the news tell em,
and then they will get worried over nothing.
*sighs* yes, i've been sighing for the past 2hrs.

I've been thinking a lot lately.
well, I've nothing else better to do, yupp.
If my parents could just be supportive and believe in me,
they shud actually let me go, to experience diff things in life, out of my comfort zone.
But then again, as parents, its never easy for them to not worry abt their children.

ok. I've said enough.
ohh gawd, I need some social life here, where have u been to...?
thank god i'm still surviving here.

good night. have an awesome weekend!
Make plans, don't stick ur friggin asses on the couch, like me.
tadaa!