Life's sucha d.r.a.m.a. !: vivaforever

Sat, 5th dec 09 - "Viva Forever by Spice Girls"

" Do you still remember
How we used to be
Feeling together, believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers
Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya
We'd only just begun

Hasta Manana,
Always be mine ... "

I had a sooper relaxing and lazy saturday.
how about u guys over there?
I bet its def' way better than mine, ryt?

anyhoo, an hr ago,
my sis told me that my oh-dearest grandpa
slipped and fell in the bathroom on the day before.
and, he knocked his back head and it bleed.
Considering his age, about 85 yrs old now,
its a serious matter. He's as fragile as a piece of mirror.
:'/
I really wish that I can visit him in the hosp now
and be there for him, but I'm stucked here in S'pore.
my parents told me he's fine now. :D
*a.sigh.of.relief*
He's the only grandpa I have now.
He has done so much for the family,
and he also used to bring me out for lunch & dinner when I was young.
He really dotes on his children & grandchildren a lot,
but now that he's an old weak man with limited mobility,
who is often neglected and regarded as a useless junk,
which is totally not true to me.
I miss him a lot, in fact.

Seeing grandpa's health slowing down each time,
I feel sad,
and its time for me to hold his hand while he walks,
like how he used to hold my small lil hand back then. :)

Whenever he comes over to my dad's shop,
and if I'm there, I'll always hold his hand
and walk him from his car to the doorstep of the shop,
step-by-step. It feels good to me...

Back then, he used to be this strong old man,
who's kinda powerful to me in a way,
strict outlook,
but deep inside, he's a loving grandpa.
I haven't seen him for bout 2mths long?
yeah, thats why I miss him a lot...

I love you, dear grandpa!
Get well soon & Stay strong.
tho knowin that u'll never read this,
but still, I wanna let it out.

On the other hand,
I've been ill for the past 5days.
Having this really bad sorethroat.
Finally went to the clinic today,
for the sake of antibiotics,
so that my agony can end asap!
it's pretty costly after conversion,
so better not convert. ahahaaa...

Right now,
I don't have really interesting stuff to share with yall.
Its prolly because my life's pretty dull now.
basically, its lifeless! social life, i need one now!!
hell yeah~ networking networking!
that's whad I have to do to retrieve my social life back. :)
ahh, it's nt as easy as it sounds.
forget bout it.

I shall have a good day out later,
without throwing tantrums at my sis, hopefully!
I get frustrated easily whenever Im out with her.
I can't seem to figure that out yet, unfortunately.
I'm learning how to ctrl it, it takes time.
so, just bare with me.
I'm really sorry sis, that I always do that to u.
I know how it feels like exactly... :'(

and and,
Im most prolly gon get my longchamp later at Taka!
yays! I know its no big deal for yall,
but its a pretty spacious and flexible bag,
smtg which I need of.
It's not that costly too.
reasonable uh? bout SGD 220?
I havent decide on the size yet,
shall see how it goes for me later. =)
*excitedmuch!!*