227th: Things u never notice when u'r lil

Currently listening to: 'I Don't Believe You' by PINK.

Just dwld it last night.
Read btw the lines, and u'll get the song.

-personal thoughts

I'd say that I had a happy-go-lucky childhood,
despite my parents' relationship.
Well, every family has its problems, including mine.
However, I'm so ever thankful that I can still call it a family!
Some families stay on strong together,
some families are torn apart/broken.

To me, nothing else really matters when it comes to family unity.
I can live without anything, except for family!
ok, money is important for survival. :)

As for friends & relationships,
I used to believe in forever when I was young.

Now, I don't believe in forever anymore.
Its because I've seen it with my own eyes,
how people turn their back on one another,
and step away when you no longer benefit em.

aights, I wouldnt say benefit,
but when they feel that they had enuff of you,
they'll just walk away quietly. :'/
I admit that I've done that to quite a few of my good friends.
I'm truly sorry and I've no excuse for that.

I don't blame them, its human nature.
That's why life is sucha drama,
episodes of our life,
be it happy or sad,
life still goes on...

Ever since secondary ended,
I feel that I'm no longer close to my school friends,
esp the ones who I grew up with since Primary days.
Prolly, thats the growing up thing.
U lose a lot at a blink of eye,
but slowly gaining along the way.
So, to those who are still in their schooling days,
trust me when I say that schooling days are the best days ever,
despite the exams, 7.30am school and homeworks.
Because thats where you see your friends everyday,
and continue bonding till sch is over.

Then, hello to uni life & later, working life!
Thats when u'll start to learn more about responsibilities,
commitments, credibility, punctuality,first impressions
and esp your attitude.

Thats all I want to say.
I may not have what I want in life,
but live in the moment.
Think about the less fortunate ones,
and u'll feel that your life is actually awesome!! :D

Another thing, I am a materialistic girl,
and who does not love luxuries right?
but I won't splurge my parents hard-earned money
on things that I can't afford.

I told myself that I'd only get them,
once I start earning a steady income.
I'm seeing that in 4years time! ;)
It sounds long, but its not actually.
Don't u remember that TIME FLIES fast?
teehee*

Good night,
and have a relaxing Sunday.
I'll be back to S'pore tmw, 11am bus.
I gotta do the packing now.

-xoxo-
"I Just Haven't Met You yet!"