Thoughts / Nuffnang Kakiis Night Out

I'm back here bloggin,
can't seem to concentrate much on
my midterm this time.
ahh, yeah, it sucked to be in such a position. :

However, i've been wondering a lot on my mind lately.
hmm... whether if the cycle has begun/soon to begin??
Its always happening to me,
but nothing comes out of it.

I have been questioning myself over & over again.
Why is it happening to me all the time,
of all people??
Is it some sort of bad karma?
Whad have i done wrong?

I've been tryin my very best, to just be myself,
to improve on my bad attitudes, to love myself,
to learn to appreciate things/ppl & its a never ending thing,
for the reason that, no one is perfect...

and yes, i've failed once & it hurts so badly.
It took me sucha long time to heal it,
and now that its numb.
how does that sounds? a cold-hearted girl?? feelingless?

Nuff said, i have -ve perceptions on it now,
despite the fact that i'm longing
to meet a new chapter
in my life.
I've had enuff! It changed my whole attitude somehow.
It often makes me feels so lethargic,
all emo and a -ve person.

I'm grateful to GOD that,
he gave me a chance once,
a few years back.
I'm just askin for another chance,
a brand new one.
Is that too much to ask for, my dear GOD?

I feel so lame like desperado,
typing all these out in words,
arrangin em into sentences,
according to my thoughts.

ahh, i've failed to achieve much resolutions for this year.
In just 10days time, 2008 is OVER and DONE with.
but, m still the same ol' me...
Will there be a new chapter in my life for '09? hmm*
-.- whad are my 2009 resolutions?
I'm thinking hard bout it now,
as it concerns my degree too.

I'm havin midterm this cmin Mon & Tues.
3subjects: Social Psychology, Media Appreciation & English.
Hopefully,
i cn start concentratin seriously & get good grades,
in order to have a good CGPA in the end! =)

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Nuffnang Kakiis Night Out
at MOS, Sunway :)
[13.12.2008]

err yeah, they were both in a team!
much of team spirit uh? ;)

I <3 foos-ing ard! teehee*
and, we won that round of game,
against a lovin couple...

the-4-of-us (the kakiis)

Kakiis CounterStrike !
lols* hilarious nuff, when we heard bout the game.
We thought we would b playin like in the CS game u noee..
aahaaaha!

and then, we went to AC for late dinner.

yessie yess, its my fav!
CHICKEN WINGS... xD

Goo' nights people. -xoxo-